Working on #44...

This past weekend I was blessed to spend sometime on a road trip with one of my best friends. On the way there we sang (very loudly) with Whitney, visited a store we had never been to before, and had some great heart-to-heart conversations.

Once we got where we were going we spent time with MOG helping prepare for the 2010 Caring for Women High Tea. Every year over 200 people contribute their time, effort, and sanity for the event which benefits Caring for Women Pregnancy Resource Center in Oroville, CA.

It was quite an unusual event for me to attend, being that I don't care for tea, but "Learn to like tea" is #44 on my 101 Things list so I went for it!!! I didn't flinch and actually kind of enjoyed the tea...baby steps...baby steps...

Later that night we headed over to Tong Fong Low's for some YUMMY food...and some more tea! We had a great time enjoying each others company and taste testing everyone's different selections.

Overall I'd say this was a superb way to start out tackling a goal on my 101 Things list. A big thanks to Amy and Evelyn for making this weekend possible and oh so enjoyable!

By our love...

I love it when you hear a song that moves you...instantly. Perhaps tears are brought to your eyes or every bit of your being wants to dance in praise to our Heavenly Father. For whatever reason, maybe the beauty of the strings in the background or a God gifted voice or words that bring about action, someone's song has ignited something in your heart...

Brothers, let us come together - Walking in the Spirit, there's much to be done... - We will come reaching, out from our comforts
And they will know us by our love.

Sisters, we were made for kindness - We can pierce the darkness as He shines through us... - We will come reaching, with a song of healing...
And they will know us by our love!

The time is now, come church arise! - Love with His hands, see with His eyes! - Bind it around you, let it never leave you...
And they will know us by our love.

Children, you are hope for justice - Stand firm in the truth now, set your hearts above... - You will be reaching, long after we're gone...
And they will know you by your love!

By Our Love - Christy Nockels

No better word than from Your lips - No perfect life than what You lived - No greater gift, no not one

No brighter star has ever shined - No better hope for all mankind - No higher mind, no not one

No one has ever known - This kind of love You've shown

There has never been a greater love - Than Your son - No, Not one - And there will never be a name above - No, Not one

With His life You have forgiven us - Hope has come - Hope has come - And there will never be a greater love - No, Not one

No image true or sweeter frame - No simple word can match Your name - No greater fame - No not one

No one has ever seen - The depth of Your majesty

No greater call - You gave us all a reason to live

No greater love - You gave us all a reason to give

No greater life - You gave us all a reason to shine

No greater love - forever mine!

No Not One - Christy Nockels

Check these songs out...you WILL be blessed!

When I follow Him...

"Do not remember the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing, now it shall spring forth; shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert. The beast of the field will honor Me, the jackals and the ostriches, because I give waters in the wilderness and rivers in the desert, to give drink to My people, My chosen. This people I have formed for Myself; they shall declare My praise."

Isaiah 43:18-21

The Lord is doing a new work...the beginning of the end started today. It may not look like I thought it would or like I think it will, but it will be Him working and moving through me to the praise of His name and I am blessed because of that. Following Him is enough.

On my lunch today...

...I lay on the ground in the sun with my bible on my chest and my eyes closed while I spoke to the Lord. It was absolutely stunning outside. I could have stayed there forever.

"From where then does wisdom come? And where is the place of understanding? It is hidden from the eyes of all living, and concealed form the birds of the air. Destruction and death say, 'We have heard a report about it with our ears.' God understands its way, and He knows its place. For He looks to the ends of the earth, and sees under the whole heavens, to establish a weight for the wind, and apportion the waters by measure. When He made a law for the rain, and a path for the thunderbolt, then He saw wisdom and declared it; He prepared it, indeed, He searched it out. And to man He said, 'Behold, the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom, and to depart from evil is understanding."

Job 28:20-28

What a beautiful reminder...

"Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to His abundant mercy has begotten us again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance incorruptible and undefiled and that does not fade away, reserved in heaven for you, who are kept by the power of God through faith for salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, you have been grieved by various trials, that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it is tested by fire, may be found to praise, honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ, whom having not seen you love. Though now you do not see Him, yet believing, you rejoice with joy inexpressible and full of glory, receiving the end of your faith - the salvation of your souls."

1 Peter 1:3-9

I remember it vividly: a beautiful summer day, the wind gently passing by, Mitchell Park in SLO, a blanket, and three high school girls who thought they were so mature...in reality they were so young.

 But the Lord knew. He knew this scripture was the one He had for us. He knew how many times I would run to these verses. Sometimes I have run to them simply because I find them beautiful. Today I ran to them because they bring comfort. I have seen the Lord prove these words true over and over again in my life. Today will be no different and neither will tomorrow. He is good. He is constant. He will change me for His glory.

"...if need be..." He sees there is a need and He is refining. What joy: there is a reason and a hope!

A little late...

I made a New Year's Resolution. In March. Ironically it's to not procrastinate/push things aside. Hah.

The Lord allowed me to get to a point where there was so much "pushed aside for later" that it had to be addressed. And then He showed me why.

Not only was I procrastinating on taking things to the Goodwill, getting my oil changed, breaking down some boxes and putting them in the recycling bin...I was procrastinating on getting my heart right with Him.

Those who know me well, and maybe even not so well, know that I am not a very decisive person. I am so afraid of making the wrong decision or desperate to make the right decision that I remain still. No action. No movement. NOTHING.

The funny thing is that as I don't make a decision, I already have. I have chosen complacency, fear, perfectionism.

But the Lord is working to change that. One. Small. Step. At. A. Time. I praise Him for that.

"He who calls you is faithful, who also will do it." 1 Thessalonians 5:24

"Therefore, brethren, having boldness to enter the Holiest by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way which He consecrated for us, through the veil, that is, His flesh, and having a High Priest over the house of God, let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful." Hebrews 10:19-23

Missing Obachan...

I'm missing my grandma today. There was so much to her that I didn't fully recognize until years after she was gone.

She was the most patient person I have ever known. Ever.

She remembered every holiday. She was so quiet that I almost felt I didn't know her...but I did.
She loved her family deeply. She raised my dad with only her parents and siblings to support her.
She was a strong woman, much more so than I ever understood.

She loved me. Her only grandchild from her only child.

She would laugh at me when I called "Yakisoba" "yucky soba".
Don't worry, the "yucky" did not hinder me: it was my favorite thing she made.

She is what makes me so proud that I am Japanese. She is the woman I want to be more like.

She bought me my first cassette tape that was not a "hand-me-down"...Debbie Gibson: Electric Youth.
She and my great-uncle (who my parents had to tell me repeatedly was NOT my grandpa) endured four hours of that cassette tape on the drive from L.A. to S.L.O.

My mom says I have her hands. It makes me cherish my hands.

Right before she died she said she saw me waiting for her. I wish I knew if she really knew the Lord.
I pray that if it's the Lord's will she would be with Him even now. Oh how I loved that teeny, tiny, quiet, and strong Japanese Obachan of mine.

To my Masako. I love you.